I need help! I am obsessed!

Hey people,

I have a problem and am not sure how it can be fixed - i have become obsessed with an out of reach actor!! I cant stop watching him and even stayed awake last night watching him read cbeebie childrens stories on the internet!!! He has featured in my boudoir before but the obsession has grown into something quite unhealthy! The actor is Richard Armitage star of the BBC period drama "North and South", He also played "The Vicar of Dibley's" husband in their xmas specials. He is probably better known for playing Guy of Gisborne in the new "Robin Hood" series. Why do i love him so? He is tall, He has dark hair, His voice is very deep and sexy and thankfully he is a good actor. I just know it's a bad sign when i start scouring the internet for fan sites just so i can find out what he is up to. Something tells me i might need a real man to occupy my time very soon! This easter has been fun, My friend Dan has been staying with me which has been great. Saw Pete, Kaz and T on friday and had a great night out round Stoke Newington and Angel. Saturday had quite a lazy one and then went to my friend Neil's for a dinner party which was fun and then sunday met loads of mates for drinks in Angel again and then clubbed the night away in Vauxhall!! Yesterday was a write off, thank god BBC1 was showing "Sound of Music" and then onto more4 for "100 greatest musicals" - does it get gayer or better?

It's great to hear that "Our Gracious Leader" Madonna is going to be headlining the "Live Earth" show at Wembley Stadium on the 7th July with other great bands like the Chilli Peppers, Razorlight, Snow Patrol, Foo Fighters and Keane on the bill it should be a great show. One of my favourite bands are reforing this year and they are playing at the same show in America - The Smashing Pumpkins - i am so excited about their new material!!

Another groundbreaking issue of "heat" today - Fat stars on the beach! Vanessa Feltz again! Why do they think we want to see this? One great bit of news from Heat this week is the final official confirmation that the "Sex and the City" girls are going to be strutting in front of the camera for a movie later this year and thankfully it is being written by Michael Patrick King who wrote the majority of the TV scripts.

Laters

xx