Watching the news at the moment is like watching a soap opera, I am of course talking about the story of John Darwin who disapeared mysteriously nearly 6 years ago and then turned up at a London police station at the weekend claiming he was a missing person, the wife had moved to panama thinking her husband had died. It was all a big scam though and the stupid muppets managed to get photographic proof that they were totally conning the system and living off the life insurance.

The heartbreaking aspect of this story is the fact that the couple's 2 sons who are both around my age had no idea about any of this. The majority of my attitudes, beliefs and values were formed by my parents and i love them too much to say. The sheer betrayal these 2 young men must feel is overwhelming. How a mother and father could do that to their son's is beyond my comprehension. The mother - Anne Darwin has been quoted as saying "What kind of mother am i?" - the answer is quite simple, awful! How they will ever forgive her is beyond me - i think this case is going to drag on for a long time but the effect on their sons will go on forever and all for money - pathetic.

The Winehouse has been at it again, the other night she had late visits from Pete Doherty and Sadie Frost, do we think they were there to offer support to Amy during her time of need or do we think she was going through her phone book to see who would be able to bring drugs round at short notice. Don't think we need to take a vote on that one do we. It's not all bad news for the Winehouse though, today she has been nominated for 6 Grammy Awards including record, album and song of the year - i heard her talent described this week as infuriating - pretty spot on i would say.

So i am off to Sheffield this weekend and am really looking forward to catching up with people and sampling the new gay bar that has opened, apparently it's quite nice, i think it's called "Affinity" - its about time the gays had somewhere good to go in the steel city. I just hope there are less mullets and cheesy wotsit skinned faces, the plastic gay face is so not a good look, i prefer my men slightly more natural, the "i have just headbutted a make up bag" look is adjacent to tragic.

This is the first week if a boudoirless blog, i must say i think i have served you quite well with the amount of men troubling my doors and they have indeed served me well, this does not mean there will never be pics of lovely men on here so please keep reading as you never know when one might pop up!

I hope you have a fab weekend

xx